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Friday, December 19, 2008

6:50PM - my day

this is how my day went.

Current mood: aggravated

Saturday, November 29, 2008

6:52PM - life

So thanksgiving went really well. mike went home with me. my family loves him, so thats good. Everything has been really good with us lately. We definetly worked out the kinks and smoothed things over. This friday will be 8 months. This is the longest anyone has ever stuck with my crazy ass. We are so crazy together but i love it. I would not trade him for anything in this entire world. Just think, come this summer, I'll be Mrs. Kramer.

Current mood: calm

Saturday, November 1, 2008

5:24AM - so....

me and mike have been together for almost seven months. It will be seven months this wednesday. I am going home for thanksgiving and I am so happy about that. I just want to cook some good food and have some good times. only 23 days until I am back in western washington!

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

2:08AM - late nights

Mike called a few hours ago and he was talking about the military. He doesn't know it but I started crying. I'm strong and I know it. I've known for a while that he wanted to go, but that doesn't make things any easier. It's not like i can just say "I love you but I don't want you to go." Its his life and regardless of the the fact that I am a big part of it, I can't stop him from doing what he wants to do in life. It is insane how much I love this guy, real mature love. It's different this time and I know people always say that but it's true. I had a dream he was coming back in uniform and I was crying and holding on to him. Why do things have to be so difficult?

In grandma news, they think she'll be going to die pretty soon. My mama is having a really rough time in st. Louis. i can't help but feel sorry for my mom. She has been through so much this year.

Friday, July 4, 2008

12:21AM - I staying up

My Mom is flying to St. Louis in a few hours to go see my grandma who might be dying. It's so strange you know? I don't really know her as well as I could and for some reason I feel guilty about that. I miss Mike A Lot. He is all the way across the state while I am here in Spanaway. I miss everything about him. The way he smells, the way he feels, and way he talks, just everything. This is insane. I don't think I have ever missed someone this much in my entire life. He told his parents that he's in love with me. She then asked if I was the One. what does the one even mean? I can see us together for a long long time and for some reason that doesn't scare me like it used to. I love him so much. I really want these next two weeks to go by fast. I'll pray for my mom.

Monday, June 30, 2008

12:30AM - Update

So, this is how my life is going. I have been mostly in moses lake for the past few months. I have been busy and pretty darn happy. I am dating a guy named mike who I absolutely love. He thinks I'm cool even when I'm a raging bitch. That's pretty hard to find. My life makes sense lately. Right now I am at home in spanaway being bored.

Saturday, June 28, 2008

7:38PM - new pictures



Audrey and Jake


inside the slide


Dominique and Shaylyn

Irene and me

Me and audrey


Cynthia and I

Keith,Mike, and novee

Novee with mike over his shoulder

Me and kris

Me and mike

mike and his daddy.

my loving wife.

Friday, May 9, 2008

7:35PM - hey you

Life is going well. Right now I am home until sunday. It's strange being home. In a weird way, I miss job corps. Now I realize why I don't come home more often besides cost. They drive me nuts. (that down there is me and mike (boyfriend).)

Sunday, April 20, 2008

1:16AM - here I am

Here I am in moses lake. I miss home like crazy and somedays I am frustrated to no end. Things are going well though. I'm dating a guy named mike. He's pretty darn cool. I miss my family a lot. that's about it.

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

9:15PM - when did I forget how to be me?

When did I forget how to be who I am? When did I get to this point. It feels like I forgot how to love. somehow I forgot to open up. It's hard to pick or the phone or type a few words. At some point, I just got numb from the pain.

Saturday, February 9, 2008

9:10AM - 8 things

8 random things about me:

* LJer's that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.
* At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
* You cannot tag "whoever wants to do it"

I laugh really loud
As much as I complain about country, I kinda grew up on it and I secretly listen to it
I play with my hair when I am nervous
I like dancing like an idiot with my little sister
when I am on the phone I pace or walk away. seriously I'll end up a mile or two away and wonder how I got there.
If I dislike you, chances are I won't dislike you forever. I tend to forgive pretty easily.
I really like grocery shopping.
Coffee makes the world go round.
A lot of times, I knit when I am stressed.

Monday, January 28, 2008

12:33AM - a year

It's crazy how much a year can change.
A year ago I....
Was in a relationship
Willy was still alive
was a lot happier

life changes and you just have to roll with the punches.

Happy Birthday to me.

Current mood: drained

Thursday, January 10, 2008

11:08PM - Dear world

Life really isn't so bad.
Thanks for showing me that tonight. I guess lately I had just taken everything half empty. Life could be worse, and there is always a plan even if not revealed. Who needs to know everything?

Current mood: uncomfortable

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

12:42AM - Dear World

I really feel as though I need to find some way tobust through this rut. I'm not happy, and it's been a while since I have been. I really think it's situational and enviromental. Ok I'm done.

Sunday, December 30, 2007

5:43PM - new years resoloution

My new years resolution :
Be nicer to others and myself

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

12:45AM - goals

1. Be happy
2. get a job
3. stop eating like crap and get back to the way things are supposed to be.

Saturday, December 8, 2007

11:49PM - dear myspace

I have decided that I have been a bitch lately and I need to knock it off. Like now, or at least soon.

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

9:17PM - Goals

Get a job
Get my credit cards paid off
Start a savings account
make more friends
be nicer to the friends I have
Stop complaining about things and do something about it.

Thursday, November 22, 2007

10:36PM - I know it's late but happy turkey day.

I cooked food, and everything went off without a hitch.
I am thankful for family and friends who are always there even when I'm distant.
Tomorrow should be fun. Home repairs, and new floors.

Monday, November 19, 2007

12:16AM - God please give me strengh.

I can't do it alone, trying to make through alone seems worthless. I am going crazy with sara at home. I need some patience. This is why I don't have kids.

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